' } à cause de toi ❤

Stupid 18. -.-l'|

IvysimXundiiaozxs — Sat, 15 May 2010 06:24:19 CST

Made me fucking moodless/stress. WTF /\ o_O /\

Got so much things I need to do!

Start to earn & save money first.

Job to intro anyone?

Interested in fashion photoshoots, fast money~

Don't ask me to work at pubs or what, nightlife... -.-l'|

哭过就好了。

IvysimXundiiaozxs — Tue, 04 May 2010 17:49:23 CST

不喜欢怀疑什么
并不表示我没有感受
看你微妙的变化慢慢不同
我不是生气只是心痛最讨厌被误会了
但越解释越觉得难过
你可以说人会变
但不能说你会这么做是我的错

哭过就好了伤都会好的
这样相信所以深呼吸着割舍
爱是为了拥抱为了牵手
不是为了争吵为了掉头

哭过就好了痛都会走的
记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了

越多美好堆叠的过往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲伤
要找勇气却不在口袋或手上
但它一定在我身上某个地方

哭过就好了痛都会走的
记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了

IvysimXundiiaozxs — Tue, 04 May 2010 17:31:23 CST

"DITCH A BITCH."

WOW!~

你還記得嗎？

IvysimXundiiaozxs — Tue, 04 May 2010 07:48:08 CST

What seriously happen to me? Probably I just need sometime to be alone.

Read all your older posts on fb & I'm starting to think more.

What is it that had change this relationship?

Is it my fault? Is it really because 我不配?

I have never thought you were playing me, never did I ever doubt your love for me.

I'm really going berserk. Push me down & I'll probably say thanks.

對不起謝謝你~
如果我們能重頭來，你還選擇再愛上我嗎？❤

OH HELLA SHIT

IvysimXundiiaozxs — Wed, 28 Apr 2010 15:29:46 CST

For seriously, I think I'm addicted to blogshopping,like my sis, like every girl would when they once get started!我的天啊，谁能救救我。But one thing good, it pushes me to look for a temporary job real soon!加油!

Anyway~ 阿比啊，我想你了哦! You wake up I sleep, I wake up you sleep. WTH~

~ * . ' * . ` * . ~ . ` . * . ' ~ ` * . ~ . ` . * . ' ~

~ * . ' * . ` * . ~ ♥♥♥♥ . ' * ♥♥♥♥ . ' * . ` . ' * ~
. ' * . ` . * ~ . ♥♥♥♥♥♥ . ' ♥♥♥♥♥♥. ' * . ` . * ~

. ' * . ` . * ~♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ . ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥. ' * . `* .
. ' * . ` . * ~ . `♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥. ' * . ` * . ~
. ' * . ` . * ~ . ' . ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥. ' . ` . . ' . ~
. ' . ` . * ~. ' * . ' .♥♥♥♥♥♥ . '. * . ` . * . ' . ~
. ' * . ` . * ~. ' * . ' .* ♥♥♥♥. `. . '' . ` . * . ~
. ' * . ` . * ~. ' * . ' .* ` ♥ . ' * . ` . * ~. ' * . ' ~

我不是你想像那么勇敢~

IvysimXundiiaozxs — Thu, 22 Apr 2010 18:13:45 CST

我不要再这样哭了，真的很难受的，你了解，明白吗？

& this is for you.

IvysimXundiiaozxs — Sat, 17 Apr 2010 08:25:54 CST

我想说的都说了，我已经累得什么也不想再想，累得什么也不想做了。。。

决定就在你手上了。。。

盼到了黎明
又怕让自己清醒
有多少未知的莫名委屈
要我强忍著不能哭泣
我真的累了
累得想放弃逃避
逃回那不再有谁会在乎的过去
走过了风雨
在身上留下了痕迹
回想起这一切百感交集
分不清该可悲还是欢喜
我真的累了
累得我无法继续
有谁能看见我那颗平凡执著的心
为何我用真心做的梦爱的人说的话
没有人愿意相信
而一个小小的天地只属於自己
却如此遥不可及
我只想用真心做个梦爱个人说些话
安静的面对命运
但这无奈的心情
我又能说给谁听

走过了风雨
在身上留下了痕迹
回想起这一切百感交集
分不清该可悲还是欢喜
我真的累了
累得我无法继续
有谁能看见我那颗平凡执著的心
为何我用真心做的梦爱的人说的话
没有人愿意相信
而一个小小的天地只属於自己
却如此遥不可及
我只想用真心做个梦爱个人说些话
安静的面对命运
但这无奈的心情
我又能说给谁听
为何我用真心做的梦爱的人说的话
没有人愿意相信
而一个小小的天地只属於自己
却如此遥不可及
我只想用真心做个梦爱个人说些话
安静的面对命运
但这无奈的心情
我又能说给谁听
但这无奈的心情
我又能说给谁听

如果有一天，有人问我说：“ 爱上他你觉得错了吗，爱上他你后悔了吗？” ，

我会说：“ 我错了，我后悔了，后悔了为什么我不早点犯下这个错。”

谢谢上天让我认识了你们 ❤

IvysimXundiiaozxs — Sat, 17 Apr 2010 07:45:45 CST

Thanks for my SISS there for me when I need someone,

it's been so long since I have someone to share things with. :)

Thank fate for bringing up together.

Thank chances to make us friends & thanks our hearts that made us sisters.

If having an extra sister is fortunate, ain't I too blessed to have 3 more then?! :D

虽然之人是了几天，也只相处了几天，but it seems that we've meant for today,

seems like there's a bond from our last life.

谢谢你们的这几天 :)

Stacey Lyl, Peppericious Staciy Bueysaimai & Shanel Shabelle Kiéhl's!

哈哈，对不起啊，the pictures all different sizes nehhhhh, bohbian. :D

Do Re Mi, but in real life all tong-ba-leng :P 呵呵!~

爱你们哦，一万年! ♥

We're the 哈哈哈！

失望的感觉，你知道吗？

IvysimXundiiaozxs — Fri, 16 Apr 2010 21:26:57 CST

I pushed myself till this far, I don't want to let everything to go,

I don't want the last line to be :"I've took the wrong move again" anymore.

Why can't you just stand in my shoes & try to understand what I've said?

Why must you be so full of yourself, thinking that everything you think,

must be how I feel, must be the facts, the truth?

Please listen to me when I explain, I'd only say what I feels.

我真的累的不想再继续，难道你就不能给我一点一起走下去的勇气吗？

眼泪一滴一滴的掉，开心一点一点地走...

I've changed so much, probably because you didn't see how I was before.

I've buck up all my courage to let go so much & step forward,

all because of you, don't you see all these?

Can't you give in & be understanding to me?

我想天天见到你，我想天天粘着你，

因为我还在学着怎么珍惜我爱的人，也应为我害怕失去你啊！

Sometimes I hugged you so hard because I wish that simply doing so this could tie you up & keep you staying with me forever.

Probably people don't admit that, "sorry doesn't cure" is just an excuse,

I don't wna hear sorry because I just afraid that you'd just repeat everything again,

letting me have more hopes, in the end disappointing me even further more.

I don't want an apology, what I want is you to understand me.

我很想跟你说，其实我只想要的，就是你拉着我，

不要让我放弃，让我觉得你还是像开始一样这么爱我的...

拿笔记拜搞 :)

IvysimXundiiaozxs — Fri, 16 Apr 2010 19:10:12 CST

THIS IS FOR YOU MUTHAFUCKINGBITCH.

Don't bother to look at me, because I'll just give you a pokerface anyway.